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Goodbye JoJo

Yep! SHINee are saying goodbye to the stages with the second track from their mini Album: JoJo. They won no awards with this song but the ones they won with Ring Ding Dong surelly make it up!
In this Comeback they surprised everyone with the badboy look... but the response to it was surelly positive. Let us hope that in their next comeback they don't go back to the freaky colorfull SHINee.
Anyway, I leave you with their JoJo performance at Music Core. Enjoy

Beast Bad Girl

Today I leave you with Beast and Bad Girl


2010 Resolutions

No, it's not an error.
I'm only posting this now because I've been delaying this.
Because I absolutly no resolutions to 2010, nothing can be worse then 2009 and prior... so to the hell with it all!
These where my last Year resolutions:

* To finally meet that special person in my life. -.-' Yeah as if I could ever acomplish this one! Dream on
*To edit my book Again.... KEEP DREAMING
*And meet my sweet sisters: Munny and Nayomira. This is the only one I've acomplished!

It's kind of sad that out of only three miserable resolutions only one was acomplished in one whole year!

This year I'll make the list longer

* Finish the freaking book, took me long enough
* Go to Nayo on my vacation, and spend a week with her.
* Visit Rome again, I've been wanting to go there for way too long, life is too short to wast in winning about how hard life is. (Nayo too)
*Meet new people and try to be more with Nayo, Melanie (Munny) and Shyra,
* Try and find a better job! Intermarché is not a dream job and not even close.
* Live life more, if I die tomorrow I want to go with no regrets!
* Learn the basis for Japanese/Korean and be able to read it too!
* Become more aware of my figure and take better care of myself (I'm terrible at this)
* Try and live alone again.
* Hopefully go live with Nayo still in this year!
* Don't give a damn about what people say and try and fullfill my dreams! They are mine so no one has anything to say in it!
* Personally meet Jiwoon (this one will be hard)
* Go to Paris (nayo too)
* Take thousands of pictures to remember everything I do later on!

This is about it!

Love you all:


Man Man Ha Ni by U-Kiss

Remember when I told you about that boy, Alexander Eusebio, from the South Koran Boyband U-Kiss? The one who speaks portuguese!?

That one! Well I leave you with their Hit song: Man Man Ha Ni! It's quite cool and this is the live performance for Mnet MCountdown. He sings at 2:37 and 3:10.


Here it is! The first preview of the last Harry Potter movie.
Yep! The Deathly Hallows is the last Harry Potter movie, now there is no Dumbledore or Sirius to help Harry. If you have read the book... Shiiiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuu! We do not want to spoil the surprise that waits all those movie lovers and Snape haters!
You are in for a surprise... stay tuned!

English Origins

English has always been my favorite language and I never studied to know what I do.
That is just a simple fact, the honest truth is movies and music do help a lot. Still the real truth is that it is in my blood! XD
My great great grandmother came to portugal even though she didn't know a single word of portuguese!
She was a brave person and I envy her courage. I mean, she learned portuguese on her own and raised a familly far from her own and in the most adverse conditions. How brave would you be to do something like that, huh?
I remembered to tell you this important fact after reading an entry a friend of mine posted: Jiwoon, about Wannabe's.
So... tell me now! What would YOU (all of you) do in this situation?
Answer the poll but do make a comment telling me your detailed opinion... I want to know!

Would you move to another Country without knowing the language?


My Favorite Writer

Stephen R. Lawhead is an internationally acclaimed author of mythic history and imaginative fiction. His works include Byzantium, Patrick, and the series The Pendragon Cycle, The Celtic Crusades, and The Song of Albion.

Stephen was born in 1950, in Nebraska in the USA. Most of his early life was spent in America where he earned a university degree in Fine Arts and attended theological college for two years. His first professional writing was done at Campus Life magazine in Chicago, where he was an editor and staff writer. During his five years at Campus Life he wrote hundreds of articles and several non-fiction books.

After a brief foray into the music business—as president of his own record company—he began full-time freelance writing in 1981. He moved to England in order to research Celtic legend and history. His first novel, In the Hall of the Dragon King, became the first in a series of three books (The Dragon King Trilogy) and was followed by the two-volume Empyrion saga, Dream Thief and then the Pendragon Cycle, now in five volumes: Taliesin, Merlin, Arthur, Pendragon, and Grail. This was followed by the award-winning Song of Albion series which consists of The Paradise War, The Silver Hand, and The Endless Knot.

He has written nine children's books, many of them originally offered to his two sons, Drake and Ross. He is married to Alice Slaikeu Lawhead, also a writer, with whom he has collaborated on some books and articles. They make their home in Oxford, England.

Stephen's non-fiction, fiction and children's titles have been published in twenty-one foreign languages. All of his novels have remained continuously in print in the United States and Britain since they were first published. He has won numereous industry awards for his novels and children's books, and in 2003 was awarded an Honorary Doctorate of Humane Letters by the University of Nebraska.

Source: Stephenlawhead.com



Let me present you to Goong!
Goong is a South Korean Manga by Park So Hee.
Imagine that the South Korean Royal familly still existed to our days. Then the crown prince was engagged to a totall strangers that knows his most embaracing secret but she is a total comoner!

"Monarchy ended long ago in Korea, but there are still other countries with Kings, Queens, princes and princesses. What if Korea had continued monarchism? What if all the beautiful palaces which are now only historical relics were actually filled with people?! What if the glamorous royal family still maintained the palace customs?! Welcome to a world where Korea still has the royal family living their lives! Only for this one high school girl, Chae Gyung, this is a tragedy, since she has to marry the prince who apparently is a total jerk!" (Mangatraders source)

This are the base lines for the start of one of the most famous South Korean Mangas ever. 
Some time ago, back in 2006, they turned it into a massive sucess kdrama: Goong aka Princess Hours

There are some changes in the drama that are not like in the anime, but I still haven't finished reading the manga to tell you exactly how much.
One thing I did enjoy, the manga ends in Macau (and no I'm not gonna give you any spoilers), and one of Chae Gyung favorite sweets there are what she calls to be a type of tart! XD Nop! It isn't. Macau was once a portuguese province so many of our costums and colture where embeded into their suciety. Many people there still speak portuguese and there are still people with portuguese names. As a note here I can give you a pratical example: Alexander from U-Kiss (Koran boyband) his father (if i'm not mistaken) is from Macau and aside the portuguese speaking ablities he also has a very famous portuguese name: Eusebio. It's kind of nice to have someone in the South Korean intertainment business that can speak the language of Camões.

But as I was saying Chae Gyung favorite sweet in Macau is actually a very traditional portuguese sweet known as: Pastel de nata!
Looks tasty, righ? Wanna have some? Come to portugal and enjoy our amazing pastery!


Happy New Year

Yep, people! Here we are!


Guess what? It's been more than year since I've been posting here and It's been also more than a Year since I meet many of you!
I know that there are some silent readers and others... well... not so silent!
To all of you:

Thanks and Happy new Year


I don't know what to do! How can I explain somthing that can't be explained? How can I say how my heart got so close to you? It wants to listen to you even though I never heard your voice, It wants to see you even though I've never seen you before... Am I going crazy? It is all your fault for making me fall for you like this. It's irrational, makes absolutly no sense, there's no reason what so ever. Still, without me realising it, it is you my heart misses the most, it is you he wants to talk to. It's you, only you. And now? If loving him was impossible... loving you is even more crazy! Between Impossible and unreal... all I get is a huge heartbreak and a huge void in my chest. You broke you heart... But I love you


Harry Potter Quotes

As you all know I'm a big time die hard Harry Potter fan... so, here are some of my favorite quotes:

why is it that whenever there's bad news, you three are involved? - McGonagall
I've been asking that same question for 6 years, professor - Ron

"I don't know who Maxime thinks she's kidding. If Hagrid's half-giant, she definitely is. Big bones... the only thing that's got bigger bones than her is a dinosaur."

"Oh, are you a prefect Percy? You should have said something, we had no idea." "Hang on I think I remember him saying something about it, once..." "Or twice-" "A minute-" "All summer-" “Shut up!”

"You haven't got a letter on yours", George observed. "I suppose she [Mrs.Weasley] thinks you don't forget your name. But we're not stupid - we know we're called Gred and Forge."

“Can you believe our luck?” said Ron miserably, bending down to pick up Scabbers. “Of all the trees we could’ve hit, he had to get one that hits back.”

“This is what Dumbledore sends his defender! A songbird and an old hat! Do you feel brave, Harry Potter? Do you feel safe now?”

“Dear me,” said Dumbledore, shaking his head, his long silver mustache quivering. “Impaled upon your own sword, Gilderoy!” “Sword?” said Lockhart dimly. “Haven’t got a sword. That boy does though.” He said pointing at Harry. “He’ll lend you one.”

“Ginny— what did you see Percy doing that he didn’t want you to tell anyone?” “Oh, that,” said Ginny giggling. “Well— Percy’s got a girlfriend.” Fred dropped a stack of books on George’s head. “What?” “It’s that Ravenclaw prefect, Penelope Clearwater,” said Ginnny. “That’s who he’s was writing to all last summer. He’s been meeting her all over the school in secret. I walked in on them kissing in an empty classroom one day. He was so upset when she was—you know—attacked. You won’t tease him, will you?” she added anxiously. “Wouldn’t dream of it,” said Fred, who was looking like his birthday had come early. “Definitely not,” said George, sniggering.

“Your aunt and uncle will be proud, though, won’t they?” said Hermione as they got off the train and joined the crowd thronging toward the enchanted barrier. “When they hear what you did this year?” “Proud?” said Harry. “Are you crazy? All those times I could’ve gotten myself killed and I didn’t manage it? They’ll be furious…”

“We’ve been hearing explosions out of [Fred and George’s] room for ages, but we never thought they were actually making things,” said Ginny. “We thought they just liked the noise."

"Harry, I've been thinking - you know what we've got to do, don't you? Straight away, the moment we get back to the castle?" "Yeah, give Ron a good kick up the-" "Write to Sirius."

But Ron was staring at Hermione as though suddenly seeing her in a whole new light. "Hermione, Neville's right --- you are a girl...." "Oh well spotted," she said acidly.

Harry and Ron both whipped around, but Hermione said loudly, waving over Malfoy’s shoulder, “Hello, Professor Moody!” Malfoy went pale and jumped backward, looking wildly around for Moody, but he was still up at the staff table, finishing his stew. “Twitchy little ferret, aren’t you, Malfoy?” said Hermione scathingly, and she, Harry and Ron went up the marble staircase laughing heartily.

"Yeah, Quirrell was a great teacher. There was just that minor drawback of him having Lord Voldemort sticking out of the back of his head!"

"Harry, don't go picking a row with Malfoy, don't forget, he's a prefect now, he could make life difficult for you..."
"Wow, I wonder what it'd be like to have a difficult life?" said Harry sarcastically

"Why were you lurking under our window?"
"Yes -- yes, good point, Petunia! What were you doing under our windows, boy?"
"Listening to the news," said Harry in a resigned voice.
His aunt and uncle exchanged looks of outrage.
"Listening to the news! Again?"
"Well, it changes every day, you see," said Harry.

"She's Ron's sister.
But she's ditched Dean!
She's still Ron's sister.
I'm his best mate!
That'll make it worse.
If I talked to him first-
He'd hit you.
What if I don't care?
He's your best mate!"

"Severus Snape wasn't yours," said Harry. "Snape was Dumbledores, Dumbledores from the moment you started hunting down my mother..."

"Albus Severus..you were named for the two headmasters of Hogwarts. One of them was a Slytherin and he was probably the bravest man I ever knew."

The Monster in me

The monster in me want's you more than life itself.
The monster in me needs you more than the flower needs the sun.
The monster in me misses you more than the air it breathes.
The monster in me craves for you more than ligh on darkness.
The monster in me is nothing but a scared kitty waiting to pet by it's master.
It's because of only you.

Sometimes all I need is to run, seek something else, a way to make my voice be heard
Scream and change the world on just one sole night!
I too want the chance to be heard and to make my own stand!

MoreThan Yesterday

It's because I love you more everyday. Because this frail heart of mine can't beat without you, without you being near me, in my heart and with my soul.
I can no longer turn back. It's like a spell and no one can break it. My heart is yours and there is nothing I can do about it. Nobody else will be able to reach my heart or touch my soul the way you did.
Forever, I love you:


Portuguese Pop Idol

Portuguese Pop Idol, known in Portugal as "Idolos", already the ten finalists.
These two are my favorits: Carlos Costa and Filipe Pinto. I really like their voices.



Why do I like you

My Dream

Because of only you my dreams are possible, you are my faith, my reason, my heart and soul.
Without you I am nothing.
So hold me in your arms and hold me tigh. Just one nigh, one day... a week, a month, a year,... just forever
Close your eyes and dream of me, for I'll be dreaming of you. This little beating heart of mine belongs only to you... Hold it tight, keep it safe, no matter what, if you treat him right, this heart will love you until it's last beat.
I can't say that I need you, I better say that I can't live without you.
Dream of mine come to me, open my eyes and tell me it's no longer a dream. Make my waking hours the real dream. It's not about making dreams come true... it's because I want the truth, my everyday, to become like a dream.

Perfect Smile

I've been wanting to talk about this for some time now...
I believe by now you must have heard of MBLAQ... and if you haven't try Google Image or Youtube to find out more. They are good! They where chosen by Bi Rain and trained under his new label. This five boys made their debout with "Oh Yeah".

Ok... I'll be honest... at first I hated it because it was causing trouble to Ring Ding Dong from Shinee (that I also love) so I never really paid attention, speacially because there was this guy who, in the middle of the music, decided he was going to show his abbs... I though it was both stupid and made absolutly no sense.
Here is the evidence for what I thought, at the time, to be really idiotic and simply just showning off:

Truth to be told... the music is cool and their voices are really nice. I love the raps... as it tuns out the "flashy guy" is actually quite the nice and shy guy. His name is Lee Joon (Lee Chang Sun) and he is quite the nice guy. -.-' Turns out I was wrong so, Miahne! (as if he would ever read this XD)
Anyway... what really got my attention in Lee Joon was not his abbs... was a treat a bit more common than that: his smile.
I got to admit: he has a great voice, the looks, the body, the skills (acting), he is a nice person... but his smile is just a killer.
For real, my heart literally skiped a bit when I saw his smile.

Beautifull smile right!?

To me, a perfect man needs to have that perfect smile of his!

White Knight

I want a knight in shining armor

A prince from a far away kingdom

An angel sent from above

Armed with looks and wisdom

I want to be loved and feel love

A man that stands his ground

That loves me and makes me proud

That wants to spend every minute with me

Together but still free

That makes me laugh but wipes my tears

Hugging me and chasing away my fears

That gives flowers when I least expect

Telling me I’m everything he wants to protect

So be my knight

Stay with me until the end of the night

Love me like this forever

Promise me we will always be together

I want to be your sunshine

And you to be my life for all of time!



So the day turns to night

Light fades from my sight

Dreams seem real now

And every sound is like a vow

Darkness fills the streets

Envolving the city wile it sleeps

I face the stars and the shining moon

I want to know how soon

Will I be able to find

A heart that will beat like mine

Someone that loves me too much

That gives his life just for my touch

I’m tired of loving by myself

Always being the one to make sacrifices

Playing all of my dices

And in the end all I ever got

Was a key chain without a lock

I don’t want to be key

The one that finds the lock

I want the lock to find me

It is my heart he needs to unlock

I need him to fight to get to my heart

Fight so that we are never apart

From me to you

From all my heart… I love you

Simba! Where art thou!

I miss my cat!
He keept me company and I loved to play with him. I know Dario and his familly are taking good care of him but still... I want him back!

I like to be with my familly but I miss living by myself a lot! Because even though I'm surrounded by people I feel lonely!
Hope to get my life on track soon!

This is Simba, my tiger looking kitty! I miss him :'(



Making Pumpkin jam!

Dinner: Black tea with milk and some cereals! Yummy! :D

P.S. I know I keep cutting myself... It's not that I do it on porpuse so Cut me some slack! Get the joke? -.-' Nevermind!


Accidents do happen

I drive to work, as I have mentioned before, and I love to drive.
These past few days my car has been at the mecanic because it had to be painted thanks to some scratches on the sides. Because of that my parents told me to drive their car...
Today, when I went to work, I had rained a bit before, so I was not driving that fast. When I was making the curve not so far from home... the car just started slyding and I couldn't control it. I tried to brake But threre was no actual effect... the car coming on the oposite direction, fortunatly, did stop in time... but my car started to spin on the road... I was able to control it right before It hit the protection raills so fortunatly I was ok and so was the car... but i was trembling so much! Something like this never happened to me before... so:

Damn Renault 19!

I prefer my Renault Clio... it's smaller and way more trustfull!


Find out about Love

Lately people have been sending me this love games... just kiddy stuff and all, but it's kind of funny to play them speacilly in Facebook!

This one has been sent to me... sooooooooooooooooo cool to play!


I was like O.O... really funny and sweet... I just hope It does come true! Have fun!



Menos Ais!

In 2004 to the european championship!

This was an commercial by Galp for the championship... here is the full version!

It's catchy!
They made a version for the World Championship in Africa... But I can't find it!

Go Portugal!

Tonight the Portuguese football team played with the Bosnian team.

The first hand game was played here in Portugal and other then the poor playing of the Portuguese team there were no other major incidents.

When the Portuguese team arrived today in Bosnia they were very badly welcomed by the Bosnian adepts. The Bosnian team actually did psychological pressure on the Portuguese team. No fair play at all.

I mean, you all know I’m actually against racism, insulting the Portuguese team and the Portuguese people really got on my nerves! Serves you all right that you lost the game! So long Bosnia!


We are now one step closer to the World Championship in Africa!

Now you all know that even if you put psychological pressure on the Portuguese team it will be worthless. We know better!


P.S. My favorite part of the international games is when the play our Hino! It's something that touches my heart because every portuguese person on that Satdium and watching at home sings along!
This video was made on a game from PortugalxEngland I think it was for the last European Championship that took place here is Portugal because Figo and Pauleta still played as you can see in the video and Scolari was still the coach!
I leave with the portuguese Hino

Friday 13th

It's kind of wrong to consider Friday 13th bad luck.

The real reason why Friday 13ths are considered unlucky is because of this:

The Knights Templar were a monastic military order founded in Jerusalem in 1118 C.E., whose mission was to protect Christian pilgrims during the Crusades. Over the next two centuries, the Knights Templar became extraordinarily powerful and wealthy. Threatened by that power and eager to acquire their wealth, King Philip secretly ordered the mass arrest of all the Knights Templar in France on Friday, October 13, 1307 - Friday the 13th.
(Source: Wikipedia)

It's also been connected to the Black Friday and Christs Cruxification on a friday. Charles Panati points, yet, another reason:

The actual origin of the superstition, though, appears also to be a tale in Norse mythology. Friday is named for Frigga, the free-spirited goddess of love and fertility. When Norse and Germanic tribes converted to Christianity, Frigga was banished in shame to a mountaintop and labeled a witch. It was believed that every Friday, the spiteful goddess convened a meeting with eleven other witches, plus the devil - a gathering of thirteen - and plotted ill turns of fate for the coming week. For many centuries in Scandinavia, Friday was known as "Witches' Sabbath."

Rather one or another... Friday the 13th is what you make of it! Make your own luck!



Due to certain unexpected and unwanted visits my supposed free blog is going to suffer a repressive crush from its creator. By this I mean that if you are on my LiveJournal friends list, you will stop seeing all of my posts here. Some of them will still be public but forget about personal stuff!

Don’t add me out of curiosity, unless I have good reasons, or you give me one, I won’t add u!

That’s all people:


P.S. Sorry! This is a statement! No comments allowed on this post!

Writer's Block: Super-human

If you could choose one super-power, what would it be and why?

Control Ice and Fire, my favorite elements.......... Well so it's only one so.... Have control of the Elements! Muahaha!
No one would mess with me again!
Nah! Just kidding. I'm a responsible person... I would no use it for my own benefit!


I like Big Bang, much for influence of Nayo, but I really like their songs... This one is defenetly making this months top ten on my Mp4 top played songs.
I leave you with Hallelujah from Big Bang, the OST from Iris, a Korean Drama.


Magnetic SHINee

I just can't take the new song from SHINee out of my head! It's sooooooooo adictive!
On the 18th of Ouctober the where on Inkigayo... and their performance was stuning! Absolutly great! I mean, they all are... but they are so magnetic on this one! Speacily TaeMin... I just couldn't take my eyes out of him! His facial expression is perfect!
Check it out

Mind Reading!

I think it's kind of noticible that me and Nayo have this special connection... we call ourselfs sisters for some reason.

To prove our strong connection we realised we also might read thoughts.... want to know why? Here it is:

Ahri - 도레미파솔라시도 disse (23:51):
 tas ai?
nayomira_fr@hotmail.com disse (23:51):
 tas aí?

This is our MSN talk from tonight and is the first thing we said to each other... freaky huh?
We laughed so much

What animal am I?


*howl* You're a very strong person. You tend to be naive most of the time, but when in love boy do you know how to get around! You prefer to be quite around adults. Your soul mate is the gold falcon. You're in conflict with the maroon panda.

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</td></tr><tr><td>Teal Cat</td><td>
</td></tr><tr><td>Red Jaguar</td><td>
</td></tr><tr><td>Ocre and Gray Dolphin</td><td>
</td></tr><tr><td>Tan Giraffe</td><td>
</td></tr><tr><td>Gold Falcon</td><td>
</td></tr><tr><td>Yellow Trout</td><td>
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Cute huh?



I already mentioned that I loved To sing in karaoke!
This is the second song I ever sang alone! The First was Summer of 69! "Heaven" was a song I sang with a good friend of mine: Miguel Serrano! He is quite popular and he has an excelent voice!
Well, I leave you with "Heaven" by Bryan Adams, it's one of my favorits!


How many days

In how many ways

Did I wait for a chance

A glimpse or a glance

A view of what I will be

An idea of the future me

I’ve been waiting for you

For so long that I can’t even remember,

This feeling is so tender

I think is too much for just two

Inside my soul

Burns a bright fire

And it’s only goal

Is the man that I desire

The other half of me,

Only to you I will give

All that I can be

So I just need to believe that you will be mine

For all of time!



It's Halloween and I'm at home! I didn't go out even though it's one of my favorite nights to do so.
I didn't for two reasons: I have to work tomorrow and I'm sick again.
Still, even though I'm sick again (again my throat, I'm getting worried for good here) It's not me that I'm worried about!
It's YOU!

As I entered my facebook I see this picture! I rush to Jiwoon's profile to find out something is not right and that he is in the hospital again. Aparently he broke his arm... this is the second time you almost give me a heart attack!
Aparently you come to Europe to get hurt! Poor Jiwoon, Baden Baden is such a beautiful place for what I know from pictures and you have to spend your time in a hospital!
I sincerely hope you get better soon! Take good care of yourself, please!



Well, I don't just like pop music... So I wanted to show you one of my favorite bands... U might notice I listen to them a lot! It's UVERworld.
They are japanese and the vocals are by Takuya.
They could just another rock band to me... bu they remind me of another of my favorits
: Linkin Park. Takuya has this melody in his voice that makes it all have that special touch... that's what makes it UVERworld...
I wish I could watch one of their live concerts... but once I can't I'll leave you with one of their live perfomances so you can see how much energie they can put into a performance! It's Zero no Kotae... But I strickly advise you to watch the timeless tour in Shibuya... It's just AMAZING!


Lament Of The Fanfiction - Mirotic Parody

This is one of my favorite parodies...



The Angel

a poem by William Blake
I dreamt a dream! What can it mean?
And that I was a maiden Queen
Guarded by an Angel mild:
Witless woe was ne'er beguiled!

And I wept both night and day,
And he wiped my tears away;
And I wept both day and night,
And hid from him my heart's delight.

So he took his wings, and fled;
Then the morn blushed rosy red.
I dried my tears, and armed my fears
With ten-thousand shields and spears.

Soon my Angel came again;
I was armed, he came in vain;
For the time of youth was fled,
And grey hairs were on my head.


We are sons of the present like our parents were from the past. Time holds the memories we like to keep, like an Egyptian cat fulfilling his functions on the hells gates of our lives.

We hold in our hands a future that we try to ignore many times or even pretend not to know. Time is nothing but a skilled thief that dedicates to nothing but beauty, stealing life from us easier than we would like to admit.

We are involuntary warriors that fight for their lives in a battle lost so many times and won so few, that leaves us lost in this endless ocean. The war is far from its end. We fight so much that sometimes we forget what we battle for, why we throw ourselves in this endless abyss, many times having to die without starting to live or killing with a reason to do so.


Writer's Block: What is your muse?

If you're trying to create something, like a story, a composition, or a design, etc., do you find yourself imagining how others will react to it? Does that impede or enhance the creative process?

Enhances it!
All I want to give is just my best, make people smile as they read what I write or see my artworks... Make them imagine the worlds I see and the emotions of the characters as I write... I want to give my best to make others feel and know the best of me and of my work!

English Patient - Quote

It's one of my favorite books... don't confuse, it might sound a bit atrocious to someone who loves cinema, but I never saw the Anthony Minghella movie!
As I was saying, one of my favorite books is actualy The English Patient by Michael Ondaatje.
It's an intrincated and dramtic story but also very touching!

I leave all of you with my favorite quote from that book:

"Half my days I cannot bear to touch you.
The rest of the time I feel it doesn't matter
if I ever see you again. It isn't the mortality,
it is how much you can bear."

Portuguese version:

"Passo metade dos meus dias desesperado por te poder tocar. O resto do tempo, sinto que não importa tornar ou não voltar a ver-te. Não é uma questão de moral, mas do ponto até onde chega a resistência de uma pessoa.”



"To protect ourselves and what we hold dear, we keep frightening beasts within us." Beast Master (Manga)


Too Confused


What can I say about you?

You criticize others about wearing a mask but you hide your heart behind all your “messing”, as you so well call it.

From the start I knew two things: that you absolutely hated me, and that you had this huge battle going on inside you.

I don’t care who you are, but I feel like I should help you settle that battle, like I should help you find your heart… I want to be of help to you. I don’t know why, even though you told me all those things I never got hurt save for once, only once.

You told me that I was nobody.

I know that I’m nobody; still it hurts to hear it. I normally get pissed off… but I just got hurt. I don’t understand this mess or what it is doing to my heart but a bit of honesty would sure help.

You say that I’m a pain, that I never leave you alone, that you hate me… then why do you get so worked up when I tell you I have to leave?

I’m nobody to you, right!?

Damn! Just once, stop and stare or stop and look… whatever! Just stop for two seconds and tell me what you really feel! I care about more then I should actually admit, more then you need me too or more then you will ever understand. I feel like I’ve lost something really important every time you tell me you are leaving! So don’t!



After You're Gone - One Shot FanFic


Love In Ice - Another Phoenix project

This just beautiful! It's actualy one of my favorite song... but it turned out quite good, don't u think!?
The boy that sings before me is Marco... I'm a fan of his voice... plus he speaks italian, one of my favorite languages!
U go boy!


Quotes that express how I'm feeling

“There are people in this world who try to hurt you, but there are also people who get hurt because you’re hurt.”
- Devil Beside You (Tdrama)

“You broke my heart, tissue won’t fix it”
- Hanna (200 Pounds of Beauty)

“It would be nice if you could see a person’s heart laid open, like a blueprint. It’d be nice to know how much space there is in his heart, who’s in that space, and where I am… Then I’d know what I could fill the space with.”
- Se Jin (Wonderful Life) (Kdrama)


Writer's Block: Do you believe in psychics?

If an online psychic warned you not to leave home, would you cancel plans to attend a party? Would you refuse to date someone with a clashing astrological sign? In short, do you believe?
I'm the type of person that makes her own destiny! No matter what i'm told... right Lili? Right Nayo?
The dating part it's subjective. Everyone one is different, astrogical signs apart,

Old Pains!

Sometimes I wish I could just go back in time and fix some of the mistakes I did.
My ankle injury is one of them!
Because of a stupid prank my right ankle was severely injured when I was 15 or 14.

I was the main goal keeper of my time at the time, and I was also team captain in both the football and the basketball team (in basketball I was an attacker, I was great at scoring points). The members, in both teams, where basically the same.

The doctor, at the time, said that I needed to wear cast on my foot or I should stop all activities related to Football or basketball, because if I didn’t the consequences would be a lot worse. I rejected the cast because the school’s first term was two weeks away, so he told me to be very careful and not to play hard sports for at least 6 months… then we would see what would happen!

Two months later official school interschool games started, as main goal keeper and team captain… I needed to play! I was 15 at the time, what do u think I did? I played!

Football was not the main problem because of my position… but basketball made things worse. I need to use that foot a lot because of the jumps, the running and all the rest, so when I went back with another injury on the same foot, he didn’t advice me or warn me … he told me that what I’d done was irreversible and told me never again to play basketball or football.

The damage inflicted to the muscles of the right ankle made it impossible for me to withstand more than 100 meters of run without twisting my ankle. Still, at the time, I kept playing regardless of all warnings and the doctor forbidding me to play. I kept the pain to myself and gave my best!

Nowadays, there are times, when the weather changes, that the pain is almost unbearable. Still, I keep quiet and go on… I still miss those days, I still miss playing… specially basketball. I used to rock in sports… really! I was the one that could jump the farthest and the best at gymnastics… my jumps where so cool! Now all I have left is dancing… and still, sometimes, I push my limit! I do it alone because nobody else has time (I don’t have it either) or the disposition!

Today I twisted my foot again. I hate it because I can’t hide it completely and I’m limping around! Tomorrow I’ll go to work and I’ll do my normal life, even though I have to stand the pain in my foot that grows to my leg to my also injured knee… about the knee… I’ll tell u some other time!




Margarida Rodrigues



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